Wow, it's been a long time....I have been battling for months on "decisions", college in particular. Well, last night God convicted me, and I realized that although I have been praying for God's direction, I haven't really surrended myself in going back to college, I will admit there is nothing more I DO NOT want to do besides going back, and unless I am truly trusting the Lord in that area, I am not going to get an answer. It was a hard night....trying to sleep....but I am going to let Him decide:-) It's a hard thing! But I know if He wants me to go back, then there is obviously a great reason.